i’m stuck in a snow globe

       a never ending winter

we are picturesque on the outside

but i’m catching frostbite on my fingertips

i am a decaf coffee you drink just to go about your day

your sweetness exhausts me

but the comfort of habit always brings me back

as i sit here staring at the calendar

these bones of mine are turning blue

and my heart is covered in cobwebs

    i was never good at spring cleaning

your caffeine free love is leaving me weary

these mornings i feel less like a lover 

  and more like a chore

our walls are crumbling down

and so are we